go_deep
WKR
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My hang up is more with the organized churches of today. Grew up Lutheran going to church every sunday and sunday school and vacation bible school whole deal. Been to plenty catholic church my wife is catholic and went to some southern baptist services when i was in basic training which i will say were the most enjoyable, fun and welcoming church function i have been to. Four white kids from south dakota were made felt like we belonged
Seems both the lutheran and catholic are more worried about getting the donations than salvation as i get letters monthly from my childhood church about not getting any donations and when at the mandatory marriage classes the catholic priest did not accept that i could pray to god the same on lake oahe as i could in his brick and mortar building no donation was his insinuation.
Do i believe there is a god or some higher power kind off but then my analytic mind takes over and its a struggle to connect the dots.
I do believe religion is great for some people who need something to get them through tough times but then through out history it has also been the crutch that has supported some of the worst stuff when people believe they need to fight over it.
Some of the best people I know believe in god very much(not pushy about it) we have some great conversations and some who were even pastors and priests are the worst kind of human. This also makes me hard to reconcile it being a determining factor on some ones character.
The unfortunate reality is that more people are turned off because of the people, not the faith.
I'm sorry you've experienced this, but hope someday you can find a way to forgive them for their faults, and find a way back.
Peace be with you.