July 22, 2006
I woke up the day after having WAY too much fun at a local concert with a pounding hangover…………………..just to have some Copenhagen. I told myself this is stupid, I was at an age where I had dipped for as many years as I hadn’t, 18 years of that chit. I couldn’t even remember life pre-Copenhagen. I staggered out to the living room and gave then G/F now wife my can and went back to bed.
I’m not going to lie, I barely remember those 2 weeks after that. It was horrible. I just kept telling myself one more day, one more day, one more day, one more day and one more day.
It was barely easier after 6 months. I still cannot believe the wife stuck around, I was a major a-wipe. That crap completely re-programs your brain, getting off is bad. It took nearly a year before I was at least a little normal.
6 ½ years later it was the best decision I ever made. You no longer have that panic when you hit you pocket and it’s not there. No more stuffing 5 cans of that crap in your pack to go backpacking. No more planning the length of your hunts on the amount of Copenhagen you can carry. You sleep SO much better it is unreal. No stupid ring in you pants pocket telling the world you are a retard.
The only thing nicotine does is keep you addicted to nicotine. It does NOTHING else for you. You have to make the commitment and NEVER touch it again. You are for all intensive purposes a crack head and just one dip when send you spinning back. You can see it so clearly after you are away from it.
Seems gay now but there are hunting forums and there are also quit dipping forums
http://forum.qssn.org/
Sign up and read way. Ever time you want a dip look at this
http://www.quitsmokeless.org/gallery/index.php
You are way tougher than that crap, just DO NOT PUT IT IN YOUR MOUTH AGAIN. Not today, one day at a time. Forever is too long right now. Trust me it is great without it.