I still have bad dreams , I dream I got drunk and I'm in trouble , on the run and scared . Wake up with the sweats . Terrible stuff , killing and fighting . Still think about drinking sometimes , I guess it'll never go away .
Good luck .
Yup. It's like that but with the people in my life now.
A couple weeks ago at the end of a great family vacation I had a bunch of bad memories come flooding back. Stuff from way back when I was a kid even. Out of the blue.
Really strange.