Did you have to post this, i dont even want to think about it.
I wouldnt really consider it a total miss, just a mess up. With a bow mind you
Not the biggest buck ever, but i had just stalked a 150 class mulie (would have been my first mulie), perfect wind, everything is just perfect. My heart is pumping but im relaxed, and ready to shoot. 45 yards the buck is broadside. I draw back and breathe, and begin going through my shot in my head. As i wrap my finger around the trigger i must have been shaking, i had it set way too sensative, i ended up popping the shot off before i even had a bead on the buck, sending my arrow 10 yards or so away from the buck. He spooked a little, then proceded to mock me by standing right outside my effective range........ then the sun set. I now shoot solely backtension w/ a thumb trigger, that will never happen again!
I killed myself mentally after that. My first western hunt and i missed a very good buck for the area. On a shot that i practiced a thousand times! Even though i ended up going home empty handed, i still consider that hunt a success, i learned alot, and passed up alot of gimme 25 yard chip shots on smaller bucks and does. Even though i had told myself, if it had horns it was down, im glad i stuck it out and waited for a big guy. Next year he will be even bigger, and all those smaller bucks i passed will be deer i would be proud to take.
I planned on going back to the same spot that november, a few week after the above^ happened. I never got to, weather moved in and i wasnt prepared to live off my back in the weather that was coming. I didnt have the 4 season gear i would have needed. But now i do. And i have a week in november where i will be back at it on some country i will never forget.
That moment alone is why i will forever hold a place in my heart for big, white, pumpkin faced, hard horned mulies.