I posted above about the fear part, but felt led to share this.
I see some back and forth from Christians or followers of the Bible and those who are not leaning that way. I come from parents who are pastors for 50 years, the vast majority of my family and in-laws are followers of Christ, some on staff at churches, my wife is on staff at our church, and I run a few ministries there.
Trying to convince someone one way or another, I find never works. The only way I have watched someone find a relationship with God/Jesus/Holy Spirit is that they were open-handed about it and had a tangible experience that they can not explain with a part of the Trinity. My part it in was just praying that they would have that experience. Some have, some have not.
I have been a Christian for almost 45 years...I can't explain it all to you, I don't understand it all, and I dont know anyone that does, and I am ok with that. That is the mystery of God. That is the excitement of a relationship with God. At times it makes no sense, other times it is miraculous upon miraculous.
All I know is if you haven't had a full tangible undeniable experience with God/Jesus/Holy Spirit that is supernatural its hard to argue with us that have and follow God with reckless abandon. It's like explaining hunting to an intercity person that is not that interested in the wild, let alone hunting.
The church is made up of millions of flawed people/believers. I am one. I just do my best to be better each day.
If you're not interested in church, organized religion, Christianity...Just ask God to show himself to you, ask for a supernatural experience...and go from there.
I hope this is not what the moderator was implying would get a ban. If so I am sorry and please delate my post. I have been a positive RokSlider.