i have a blood condition that has, thru a series of one thing leading to another, left me with sever arthritis and no cartilage on either of my ankles. When I work out, I fully understand I may not be able to walk up the stairs tonight to put the kids to bed. (think old wheel bearing with no grease anymore as my ankles)
I've gotten scripts for hydrocodone and the relief is real. At least I can get a night sleep when I'm hurting. But I've never been dependent on it. Though I can see if you have chronic pain all day how you would.
Glad the pain is subsiding. I live with a high level of daily discomfort, but when that real pain hits, I can see how people will pursue anything it takes for relief.