I grew up much more sheltered than I like to admit. No firearms, no hunting, minimal nature activities, etc. But since I started making my own money, I have spent countless days offroading, camping, biking, and in recent years shooting and fishing.
I have plenty of friends that hunt but that aspect was still such a foreign concept to me. As a habitual overthinker, each piece is a huge hurdle. Quite literally everything from clothing, to rifle setup, to getting my hunting license, the countless hours of researching hunting units, applying for tags, practicing shooting, load development, e-scouting, actual scouting, watching hunting videos/reading on strategies, how to field dress a deer, training for hiking and probably another 1000 things I haven't mentioned. I basically put myself through a year of "schooling" before I went and shot my first deer last year. For me, everything has been a hurdle but I am a problem solver (DIY mechanic, DIY fabricator, software engineer) so I am very familiar with "this might suck but let's just get it done". That translates into hunting, especially when I was sitting in front of my first deer with zero experience, alone.
All that was not quick or easy but the hardest part by far was the mental game during the hunt. I'm so used to solving things and moving forward, that sitting and waiting for something to show up or for me to spot it was extremely difficult. There were definitely times when I was considering "reclaiming my future vacation time", if you will... I'll be out in the same mountains this year.
