It burns in my psyche... but my first non-recovery of a Deer happened.
BUT... I was really proud of myself because I had returned to a spot where the season before, I'd spotted a buck up this same ridge about 600yds up tucked within a bunch of standing burned trees. Last year I made a play to half the distance, but this climb is PITA steep and every square inch is covered in buckthorn on the way up.
Well.. so this year comes around, thinking similar game plan, but that this time I'd slow down on the climb up and be better about re-acquiring where in the heck the buck is multiple times on the way up.
I'm sitting down at the bottom, tripod out and glassing trying to see another buck feeding like that year before... but then?.. I start to hear lotsa shots ringing out.. more than one flury of them, in a fairly short amount fo time, so I was like... "Sh!t, you know what that means G, you gotta commit and make this climb...NOW!"
So I just straight up did a frontal assault up this wall-o-buckthorn. Toook my time, made sure to take stops to hydrate and snack along the way up, and burned thru a significant amount of water though. So as I get up there, I'm very aware that my water is on the low side. (But there's a spring on the way out, so I figure at worst some dehydration until I work back over to that spring.) At a certain point... I hear a shot sorta coming toward the direction I was climbing up towards. When I finally get nearer to the top... Oh sh!t! I see movement, look up... 3 deer moving. 1 buck, 1 doe, and something else hidden behind some trees in the way. And it's soo steep they can't just quickly run up and away! So I drop my back unsling rifle and spot a tree to hold the rifle against for support.
Was only a 70yd shot, but the angle was HEAVILY quartering away. Like dang near a Texas Heart Shot. But I was loaded with Barnes TTSX 168gr .308 Win, so I figured as long as angle is right is *should* be able to penetrate and get to the lungs. POW!... he goes right down! After a lil bit of pause and observe, he then lurches sidways sliding along where he fell and slides off this boulder into a hedge just below it, so I'm thinking I'm golden. He should be all wadded up in that hedge.
...NOPE!
So pack back on, sling rifle, climb some more. Get up there, looking around area of shot and WTF? NOTHING! No blood. No intestinal matter. Just where the tracks roughed-up the dirt. I'm scanning around slowly in a circle when I hear something. It's below me. I look down, and see the side of a buck trying to creep along hugged-up near a long manzanita hedge maybe 40-50yds below me now. He even leans into the hedge to try to better hide his antlers too. So I start to drop my pack and try to hurry up and unsling.
Shoot.. dang it, he heard me and gets another burst of energy and trots away side-hilling. I intently focus on trying to video record in my brain the path he takes exiting. Noiting these two boudlers he chicaned aorund on his way out.
Now remember.. I didn't know where the 3rd deer was exactly in this scene.
What I do know is... I know I've shot a deer. I thought it should have been up there near where it initially went down. So... when I see this one now below me... my hesitation was because I didn't want to inadvertantly shoot a 2nd deer and create waste. And even though it kinda looked like he might have had some pain that made him trot slightly askew to one side more than the other. In my brain in that moment, it didn't compute that this deer would be able to trot away with that much speed if he just took a 168gr TTSX. So for a second I convinced myself this had to have been that other deer.
So after making note of where he'd exited my FOV. I decided let me climb back up to point of shot impact again and real look around, just in case. Really slowed down and scanned full 360 intently. When convince he was NOT there... went back down to where first saw him below me.
Meanwhile all this is burning energy like mad! When I get down there I'm like I have to eat something and drink a lil. My level of exhaustion was gettingg pretty strong as this point. So as I drop pack and begin to do a quick snack.... sh!t... KABOOM!!... T-storm jumps off, literally right above me. FML. And sleet comes down with the rain too.
Great... so now even if there was blood, this damn rain is gonna wipe it. So I realized I gotta hurry up and finished the snack and get on side-hilling to see if I can maybe find where he ran to perhaps.
I probably went like another 250-300yds side-hilling this nasty steep buckthorn covered place. Get to where it seems like I can see decent for a ways in all directions. Not seeing an antler sticking out. REally starting to doubt if that one down below me was the same one I'd hit?
The side-hilling got me into a draw that, I dunno, looked like it'd be easier to descend there instead. My exhaustion levels where now crazy dang high... all my lower back stuff has me doping up some more for safety. And just with all the rain and sleet now too? I realized I had to call it and be safe, and just concern myself with making sure I'm doing to descent before I'm too spent and it makes it even more dangerous.
Sh!t was brutally painful all over next day. And with my issues, I knew I'd have to recup before could go back out there. Went the next weekend. Figured would be meat to harvest, but that tough bastard owed me trying to at least find him.
Went better prepped this time. Something like 6L fluids. It was pretty crisp on the way up too so that conserved fluids a lil bit as well. Pickle Juice and 2 Gatorades were part of the addtl support.
I side-hilled that entire ridge that day. ... nothing. I was truthfully figuring I'd smell the carcass. My sense of smell is very acute. But no banana. Passed be a Doe and her fam on way up, and a couple more solitary does during the 2nd sidehilling. Made sure take stops on the tops of fingers and really use the binos to scan around each time. But never found him. So that was my tag in 2022.
Thankfully as a consolation prize the week before the season started, I'd took a nice yote in there while checking out another location a lil further up the Hwy. So it least it wasn't a total bummer.
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I'm figuring this year while I go up to place cams I'll see about stashing 2 gallons of water up there for later. That's been an extremely helpful tactic I've used before. Just slap some blue painters tape on it with my email address so incase somebody drinks it they can email me to let me know they had to.
Interestingly... when I'd gon back up there the next weekend... very close to where the shot had happened... I now noticed what looked like somebodies sleeping bag... just left on the ground.... fully laid out, not rolled up. And some plastic bottles upon it. Thought it was odd I didn't see anybody while in that area though. Besides... who does that? I've been noticing stuff like that more and more... you go in places and find where DBags apparently just elect to leave there cheapie tents behind? SMDH.
NOTE: that buck I'd hit would have been the nicest one to date.