I’ve been there

I’ve recovered from 3 strokes 7-10 days apart.
No permanent damage, some slight short term memory loss now & then, & word finding issues (speech therapist definition)
I’m currently 46, they happened when I was 44, the day after Xmas 12-26-17.
The term they gave to my strokes is “cryptogenitic” strokes. Basically means - we don’t know what the fuc* caused them (neurologists exact words, she so awesome)
A short history of what led me to the hospital:
Day after Xmas my family & I had decided to go see the new Star Wars (imma big fan) movie @ 8:30pm. I had been relaxing @ home with everyone, an hour b4 we had to leave I started to feel as if my mind was in a fog. No pain just kinda clueless. We (wife, son 23, son 18, sons girlfriend 18) all got into my truck, Conversation was going on, I would get asked questions but I couldn’t answer or didn’t know how too, when I tried to speak words wouldn’t come out. Apparently I was driving w/ my brights on & the kids were trying to tell me but I didn’t hear them. So they chalked it up to dad is being ornery. As we walked In to theater I stayed a little back, tried to talk out loud & I couldn’t annunciate my words & it was like a person learning a new language. They asked if I wanted popcorn or candy & I was to embarrassed to answer so I just shook my head no. Went into bathroom tried talking out loud again, no luck. Still no pain or numbness. So I just assumed that whatever was going on would go away, like most men would.
Movie starts & my left arm & leg start to tingle & go numb. I start bouncing my leg thinking I’ve got a dead leg, & opening & clenching my fist. Start to fidget. Wife asks if I need to use restroom multiple times & I shake head no. I sit thru the whole movie, (like a dumbass) numbness getting worse. Movies over (3hrs later) I tell my wife to the best of my ability take me to hospital. She asked why & I say I can’t talk & my left side is numb. Kids ask why mom is driving, cuz I always drive. She says dad needs to go to hospital. Everyone in shock cuz they still think I’m being ornery. Panic starts to set in with everyone.
Hospital is 10 min away. I walk in wife tells ER nurse what my symptoms are. They ask me questions & I can only mumble. Rush right back to ER, Code purple go across hospital, doctors come right away start asking & probing. I’m taken back for a CT scan within 10min. They are thinking stroke or heart attack. I’m starting to feel a little better. Get back to ER room, see the look in my family’s eyes, they are scared. I’m still not believing anything could be happening to me. Doctor ask me if I want to read a paper describing what the next steps are going to be based off my lab/screening results. I shake my head. I look @ paper can read each individual word but cannot put any sentences together. No comprehension. I’m told there’s a time window for reversing effects of a stroke & I’m outside of it, cuz of my stubbornness.
I’m admitted to ICU. Stay there 4 1/2 days.
MRI done, ekg’s, ultrasounds, so many vials of blood taken I lost count. I have an endoscope to look @ backside of my heart to rule out a hole in my heart. All tests come back negative, except MRI shows 2 definite strokes, one 7-10 days prior to my arrival @ hospital, & the one that brought me there. Both of these in my left side of brain. They could never find any evidence, what caused me to lose feeling in left arm & leg. A neurologist sees me the next morning & runs physical tests on me. I pass. Except speech & memory ones. I have full physical functions. They keep me for 4 days. I want to leave so bad, cuz I’m being stubborn cuz I still don’t want to believe anything has happened to me. I never get sick, I exercise regularly, eat fairly healthy. I’m discharged. Take a week off of work to let my brain start healing.
I have a loop recorder planted below my skin over heart to capture every heart beat looking for Afib.
So far heart is beating healthy as can be.
1 1/2 years later with multiple doctors, cardiologist, neurologist, specialist visits I’m healthy & have been cleared back to normal life. I’m told go live your life as your were, have fun, enjoy life cuz its too short, eat as healthy as possible, exercise regularly. I ask if I can still have a drink of alcohol every now & again. Answer is yep just don’t abuse it. Other than having a mild case of sleep apnea. Use a cpap now. I was not restricted to stay @ low elevations. I live in Salt Lake City utah, & fish/hunt regularly above 9000ft.
I was told to never drink any energy drinks, use any pre work out supplements. L-carntine ingredient is not good for brain injuries. Drink all the coffee & tea you want. And especially remove myself from any stressful situations, ie.. work environment.
I killed my biggest archery bull elk 6x6 in September last year, & my biggest mule deer 180”. All in the wasatch mountains. Never had any light headedness or issues being in the high country. Maybe the big man upstairs wanted to send me a wake up call to realize how precious life is & don’t take anything especially family for granted!!!!!
I do get real tired mentally around 10-11 each night. I now try to get 7-8 hrs of good deep sleep each night.
I don’t take days for granted anymore. Reality hit me couple months after my hospitalization, I reflected back on how selfish I was. My family was scared they were losing me. I told my wife to tell my parents I didn’t want them to come see me in hospital. I didn’t want my boys to come back either. I told my wife to go home I’m fine, I’m supposed to be the guy/dad everyone looks to for help & strength. I can’t have this slowing me down. I was embarrassed......

I tried to laugh it off, like I do with everything. I try not to take most things serious
Don’t be stubborn ask for help, it’s not a sign of weakness.
So I hope my story helps you with your recovery. Stay strong, do everything the doctors/specialist ask of you. As everyone else has said, bodies are amazing fine tuned machines, they can rewire themselves with time, the right mentality, & good love from family.
I’m getting ready for the bow hunt that opens here in Utah in 2 weeks, I’ll be in Gods country chasing my dreams. With my family & friends..
I was just blessed with my first grandchild yesterday, & I cried by myself reflecting back to that day. What if I would’ve died....... I would’ve missed one the most precious moments in my life..
good luck to all!!!
Matt
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