I am very sorry for your loss of your brother. Brothers are near and dear to us and to have hunted with him must have been such a joy for you. As a LE chaplain with our PD, I am sadddened with you as it's so hard hearing these stories but way too common. Our city just lost a high ranking fire chief to suicide a couple weeks ago. To those who have LE in their family, be present with them when you know and can sense their struggle. I am thankful our department is taking it seriously and providing mental health care and physical care through O2X. Praying for you my friend.