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Hi all,
Desperately looking for personal experience/advice for the predicament that I am in. 9 month ago I fractured my big toe and medial sesamoid kicking a cabinet. I know this was stupid but it was a moment of frustration while waiting on the results of the biopsy to see if my spine tumor (which was removed shortly after) was cancerous or not. I have seen 3 different orthopedic surgeons, 1 podiatrist and done countless sessions of PT over this issue and we always come back to the same issue. I spent 1 month on a knee scooter, 3 months in a walking boot and tried doing a ultrasound bone stimulator for 90 days but saw no noticeable changes or decrease in pain... only seemed to only make things worse. My current ortho has done many NFL athletes foot surgeries as well as my best friends ankle surgery. He initially advised against doing surgery, he even had me do an EMG nerve study which showed I do have some tarsal tunnel syndrome in my left foot. But due to my constant pain around the big toe joint and sesamoid consuming my days and not being able to mitigate the pain which is normally between a 5/10 and a 9/10 he is recommending that we do a sesamoidectomy and a tarsal tunnel release. I am able to walk very limitedly and can do some toe/calf raises with minimal to moderate pain, but it makes my life miserable and depressing not being able to hike, golf, hunt or even just go do things with my fiancé without needing accommodations. Being 29 years old and not able to walk much is devastating for me and I can't even sleep with a blanket laying on my foot without pain. I have seen several reddit posts where they are recommending people not to due the surgery and they have spent 3+ years trying to heal with mixed success. Meanwhile I have seen several posts from people who have gotten the surgery and never regretted doing so as well as people who wish they never did the surgery.
My MRI results were as follows:
1. Subacute fracture of the left great toe proximal phalanx at the distal medial margin extending to the IP joint without displacement or adjacent ligament/tendon abnormalities.
2. Left great toe medial sesamoid edema with possible occult nondisplaced fracture, less likely bipartite with adjacent mild edema of the medial great toe metatarsal plantar head with no other elements to suggest turf toe.
My ortho who has done several CT scans on my foot has said that my medial sesamoid still shows some slight separation, but his concerns are that the bone itself is "moth eaten" looking somewhat hollow with little density. He ultimately says to do what I want to do based on how much pain I'm willing to tolerate.
Ultimately I'm looking for someone to express their personal stories and choices made with their sesamoid fracture to help me in my decision making process. Thank you!
Desperately looking for personal experience/advice for the predicament that I am in. 9 month ago I fractured my big toe and medial sesamoid kicking a cabinet. I know this was stupid but it was a moment of frustration while waiting on the results of the biopsy to see if my spine tumor (which was removed shortly after) was cancerous or not. I have seen 3 different orthopedic surgeons, 1 podiatrist and done countless sessions of PT over this issue and we always come back to the same issue. I spent 1 month on a knee scooter, 3 months in a walking boot and tried doing a ultrasound bone stimulator for 90 days but saw no noticeable changes or decrease in pain... only seemed to only make things worse. My current ortho has done many NFL athletes foot surgeries as well as my best friends ankle surgery. He initially advised against doing surgery, he even had me do an EMG nerve study which showed I do have some tarsal tunnel syndrome in my left foot. But due to my constant pain around the big toe joint and sesamoid consuming my days and not being able to mitigate the pain which is normally between a 5/10 and a 9/10 he is recommending that we do a sesamoidectomy and a tarsal tunnel release. I am able to walk very limitedly and can do some toe/calf raises with minimal to moderate pain, but it makes my life miserable and depressing not being able to hike, golf, hunt or even just go do things with my fiancé without needing accommodations. Being 29 years old and not able to walk much is devastating for me and I can't even sleep with a blanket laying on my foot without pain. I have seen several reddit posts where they are recommending people not to due the surgery and they have spent 3+ years trying to heal with mixed success. Meanwhile I have seen several posts from people who have gotten the surgery and never regretted doing so as well as people who wish they never did the surgery.
My MRI results were as follows:
1. Subacute fracture of the left great toe proximal phalanx at the distal medial margin extending to the IP joint without displacement or adjacent ligament/tendon abnormalities.
2. Left great toe medial sesamoid edema with possible occult nondisplaced fracture, less likely bipartite with adjacent mild edema of the medial great toe metatarsal plantar head with no other elements to suggest turf toe.
My ortho who has done several CT scans on my foot has said that my medial sesamoid still shows some slight separation, but his concerns are that the bone itself is "moth eaten" looking somewhat hollow with little density. He ultimately says to do what I want to do based on how much pain I'm willing to tolerate.
Ultimately I'm looking for someone to express their personal stories and choices made with their sesamoid fracture to help me in my decision making process. Thank you!