My name is Gumbo and I have target panic (aka buck/bull fever). I don't shake, I rush shots.
I emptied my quiver (5 arrows) in ONE DAY without cutting an elk hair this year. Happened while I shadowed a herd for about 6 hours. I even had two big bulls absolutely battle each other at 80 yards. Three of the shots should have been dead elk (40, 20, and 20 yards), the other two were totally dumb and semi-unintentional. The bulls I missed were the ones that fought, a 340ish 6x6 (3x) and a huge, massive 6x8or9 (2x). I thought I had the anxiety of rushing the shot licked after 5 years of solid archery shots on several animals, including 8 that would go P&Y. Turns out I was still on the edge of the cliff and I hadn't truly addressed the issue. Now I am committing to the Joel Turner mantra/mindfulness method fully. It is crazy how you can NEVER punch the trigger when practicing, no matter how much is riding on the shot, but get an animal that you really want to kill and that unlike a target can move and the thumb goes into auto-pilot. For me it seems to be the fear that the animal will move and I will lose the opportunity, combined with seeing the whole animal as a target rather than picking a spot.
EPIC fail.
So in response I beefed up my trigger springs so I really have to commit to pulling instead of aiming. And my mantra is pretty much Turner's except for my preparatory line, instead of "I will shoot this shot perfectly or I will not take the shot" which seems to increase my anxiety in practice, I'm going with "This is no big deal" which more accurately represents my problem and has a calming effect. Then into Joel's mantra verbatim. I considered trying a hinge again, or a tension activated release (both of which I still have) but neither of these are as hunter friendly AND more importantly I'd learn to punch those too. The problem is in my head and that is what I need to deal with. I also plan to hunt more birds, which I suck at hitting for precisely the same reason as I missed the elk.
Thanks for providing the nest in the trust tree that allowed me to get this off my chest!