Yoder
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Here is something that I just experienced that made me realize Christianity has made me different.
I opened my water bill last night and it was $817! I shut off the main inside my house and checked the meter at the top of my driveway and it was showing about 1 Gallon every 10 minutes or so. I finally got my driveway paved 4 years ago after having gravel for 16 years. The water line runs directly under my driveway. It's going to cost me $7k to dig up and replace the water line and then I'll have to get the driveway patched. We were just getting ready to sell this house in the next year. I already had a bunch of other home improvements planned out, so this is a bummer.
My typical reaction to something like this used to be "why does God hate me?" Poor me, boo hoo. I would have also been overwhelmed with anxiety worrying about everything like I can somehow control the outcome. I was all kinds of pissed last night, but I have actually come to realize how fortunate I am to be able to afford this. So many others would be completely screwed. This is the first time in my life that I have ever been grateful to have something happen that sucks this much. I actually thanked God in a prayer that I have the means to have this repaired. I know I can't control it so there is no sense worrying about it. I trust it's God's plan and that I will be better off because of it somehow. This is what I believe is the Holy Spirit working in my life.
I opened my water bill last night and it was $817! I shut off the main inside my house and checked the meter at the top of my driveway and it was showing about 1 Gallon every 10 minutes or so. I finally got my driveway paved 4 years ago after having gravel for 16 years. The water line runs directly under my driveway. It's going to cost me $7k to dig up and replace the water line and then I'll have to get the driveway patched. We were just getting ready to sell this house in the next year. I already had a bunch of other home improvements planned out, so this is a bummer.
My typical reaction to something like this used to be "why does God hate me?" Poor me, boo hoo. I would have also been overwhelmed with anxiety worrying about everything like I can somehow control the outcome. I was all kinds of pissed last night, but I have actually come to realize how fortunate I am to be able to afford this. So many others would be completely screwed. This is the first time in my life that I have ever been grateful to have something happen that sucks this much. I actually thanked God in a prayer that I have the means to have this repaired. I know I can't control it so there is no sense worrying about it. I trust it's God's plan and that I will be better off because of it somehow. This is what I believe is the Holy Spirit working in my life.