A guy I know and some his buddies all piled into a jet and flew down to Argentina and did one of those hunts a few years back. If I recall properly, he and his buddies probably shot a thousand or more birds.
I've been hunting my whole life and truly love to hunt, but I distinctly remember feeling completely disgusted by the sheer number of birds they slaughtered.
All that fuel, all those birds, all that lead...
I wish I could tell you what you've gotten yourself into, maybe it will be clear after there are hundreds or thousands of doves on the ground, dozens of pounds of lead in the soil and you've killed far more than you can eat.
This is not what you expected to hear, but maybe there's a lesson in it.