I totally agree. But there is some wiggle room with larger calibers.
Don't take my comment wrong, I'm not saying it's unethical or wrong, just something I wouldn't personally do. I would prefer the shock and damage that a larger caliber gives you.
Wild turkey isn't my favorite, but it's not bad. My favorite way to cook it is to basically make turkey nuggets. But I cook the drumsticks in the crackpot snd make BBQ. Its good stuff.
Sorry to hear about your issues. That's my kind of luck. Lol
I don't have any personal experience with this struggle. But good luck man. I do know several people that have struggled with this and it's not easy to kick the habit.
One day at a time.
Any scent and brightener free detergent will work. I normally buy scentkiller brand. I only buy it because I know it's scent free with no uv brighteners. You can also fine another brand in the more common brands.
I also use the Grangers wool detergent for base layers.
I would recommend either the MR pop up 28 or 38 or a Kifaru frame and your bag of choice.
I have owned both and currently use the Kifaru. I never could get the MR to load how I wasted. It definitely lacks pockets for organizing. That's my only issue with it.
I love my Kifaru...